Well it's been hell of a year, I can not say it went by fast, or slow by
that matter, it's been weird. All thing's of every kind were there. Different
people, opposites from one another, man after man, thing's I put myself through,
to hurt myself and teach me a lesson, which paid off in the end. A trip to the mental
hospital, a first for me, and finally a regular cocktail of prescription's, no more this or
that trial and error. Mental breakdowns, and manic spells, to depression and wellness,
swirls of moods, now November into December, a new life is beginning I can say, which in December never happens. A hope, and feeling that i may belong on this earth, for reason's I am well appreciated for thing's I have done in the past, and not be shun for. A comfort in love I have not felt for ever. The end is near, for this year. Day by day, i will still take it, but not afraid my future being lonely anymore, as there has been found a noticeably different fellow here for me on earth. Inspiration hit's the ceiling for now, and thing's get stranger everyday.
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