ROLLING FORWARD

Rolling forward from a backward life. do things get weird from here?......... We can talk of having no future, as if there is no tomorrow and dot, dot, dot. But I am twisted in two sets of life, the past history, and the way I roll forward every time. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------Listen slowly, I can't emotionally figure things out. I put ligaments around my neck. I tighten it slowly, like i said , i listen slowly to the tightening sound it makes against my skin, the extension cords wrapped, never too tight to where I'm dead. I am the passenger, the right side of the car, always looking left, then straight, and tightning, sqeuezing the cord around my neck.----------------------------------------------------------------------------Not this time, all yet by yet, the past history crawls the scars that reach across my neck, I roll forward as a motivator, passenger, no matter where the car takes us . Tight extension cord blessed to be missed.