Dashboard of cloudsgrey car

You can not count on your self.

What ever happens, you see in pictures.

Seemingless pictures, with no faces, only landscapes, with color, grasses.

Faces mean emotin, wrinkes, moles, frecles.

Who needs anyone. lonliness is you.

Pick up this. pick that up tooo.

Kick shit aroun. Find it, found it. Sit down, Can't stand still.

Stop. You want to. But you will die. no. but maybe.

light isn't light but it is always light

Light isn't light if it isn't light. Of corse. But it is. Light is light where ever the light's are off. In your head the lights are off, the light are on. You can't turn them off. In your head the shadows are lighter than your body. Jump. Jump out, turn. Run. Get in her car, who cares she is no one. What's this? Who are you she says ... "Take me away from this god for satan place." The dark follows. -And can she get her through this, can she get her through this, who are you. Best friends. She can do this.

Still- the likeliness of the sun is blinding. It is energizing, -forgetting, -staring like paranoia. Encompassing like your mother. Always there, for now. Then dies. Before, or after you. Unknown. Internally god is fooling us, combusting us, demising us. Beginning new prophets, -republicans. The democracy demise of a world which can be growing. ----------------------------------------------Then she says, " Oh, well," sit back, wait. Nothing doing.. Got other shit to do. Cus us all, Oh well.

all things considered

All things are there - they are not always objects -the are atmospheres - kaleidoscopes -mile afar, or apart - or standing eye to eye, nose to nose, touching. Reach you arms around. KISS. A first kiss - and if not, let it be. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Forget the world when you are with your lover. Forget the world if you are a loner. No one exist. You do. It's your turn to inspire the ones you most once had hate. Start motivating. Who cares what people think.

no death

You don't have to die. I don't care what you've done , broken a heart hurt hard on someone. But People get over it, we are built to be strong, you are too. You may have cut yourself, but you will heal, and you will be stronger in the years, so many years it will be to figure yourself out, thick it through. But you don't have to die! The world, it wants you! It say's to you, the sky stays put to hold you down. The people you hate, really are inspiring, and are there for you to motivate. And medication isn't scary, some people need it. But you don't have to die, seriously. Everything loves you.

Kitty be at will

Kitty festered, hangnail bleeding, across my shoulder she rest her knee. She stares formally out the window toward a Nome or something? Kitty be, be at will, be at will, but i guess be what will you will be. I love you most at what you are, feisty, fucking shit up, scratching me. meow..... : my kitty stares the may fly, the may fly twitles blithers bout the wall face croocked weird, hitting the wall. kitty flys high, catches the bastard! GO KITTY

blue happen

Something happen'
Blue as day, in the sky, -day.
Blue as night, in the sky -night.
or dusk, what ever you might.
Your blue is your blue, what ever you will.
So something happen.
What made you blue?

EDIT\LIFE

Four hour ago gashes hit the wall.
Fingers jarred the exhaled breath
Breathing was thick and bloody
Smoking wasn't easy
Vomiting never decreased, lost it's motion, or flavor.
Edit life.

Sitting in the hospital no remembrance of ambulance.
Heard the sirens from the beginning.
Time to edit life for they are calling.
Not your name, but your headache.
Option climb the tree.
Edit life.

you and me.