one step out beneath the other
it faded quick
crashing down i went
holding out my arms
holding in my breath
i caught myself
but scabbed my knee
shallow ground
was to shallow for me
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Not a realization
Case is not knowing
Fact is not caring
Mystery outgoing
Ambitions internal
Figure it out
And let it be
Let it bleed, so to say
And keep up not caring
Forever is long
Stop looking
Desert bleak
City smoggy
Ambition internal
Now out going
Towards the motel
Back behind
From start of day
Go in the door
After key unlocks
Plop yourself on the bed
With an awaiting friend
Lowest click, dimmest light
Cigarette lit ashen
Needles strewn about
Spoon awaiting
Drawers empty
But a bible
One nights pay
A low income
Embers outside
The window peering
Above the air conditioner unit
Thats all we see
Bloody trails
Blacken bruises
Missed hits
In the heartbreak motel
I Love You
You don’t open up.
It make’s thing’s oh so difficult.
I tried to tell you.
That it will set you free.
To speak the feeling’s you wish you could speak.
You build up,
congested self you eat.
-Say I love you,
it will set you free.
They already know,
they know already.
You complicate thing’s.
-Say I love you,
because you do.
It’s not a lie,
it’s the truth,
it’s how you feel.
It will set you free,
I am telling you.
The Ghost
Crystal ghost is down my throat again
pounding at my heart
I regain power again
to undo all my faults
Time time time
is all I have
Days to plan
my system go
-k.j.r.
Thursday, April 12, 2012
Thursday, April 5, 2012
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